I ask myself this question every time I go out on a date. I sit through endless dates, with men who are nice people, but at the end of the night... where is that spark, you know that one that makes you feel jittery? I miss that feeling. I crave that feeling.
I haven't felt that special spark or really intense passion for someone in a quite some time. I am comfortable with some of the men I have dated and physically attracted, but there has been no one, lately, who makes my heart beat faster or makes me feel all jumbled. I love that feeling of being physically affected by someone you are so attracted to. But for some reason or another, all the men I have met lately (even the good looking ones) leave me feeling "blah" and uninterested. They can't seem to keep my attention and I am bored within the first 10 minutes.
I am slowly losing hope of ever finding someone who is the complete package: looks, humor and who lights that fire within me.
